I picked the kids up at the bus stop today and asked them how their weekend was. I got to hear all about the OM. At one point I had to tell the kids to talk about something different. This is going to be really hard.
One thing about going dark (or dim) is that it keeps me out of her life and away from the details of what is going on. Now when she has the kids, I am going to hear about those details. Not sure how to handle this one. I know I will get use to it and things will get better, but right now it is very painful.
