I'm not going to talk to him until he can be respectful. If he can't, then I'm going dark
Good.
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I keep searching for how I can stop triggering him
Do the above to stop triggering him.
The more I hear the more I think that this is a MLC.
Listen to what Cyrena has said. This is not about you. It is your H journey and you can not fix it! Trying is going to result in what you see now or worse!