Flowermom. 1. Obligation. Cleaning up her mess as being a horrible maid of honour. I blame myself for doing that. Part of my giver personality. I have helped her out 2 times now with this wedding. The obligation would fall towards both women though. Bride and groom are 2 of my closest friends. Next time I will be unavailable to put out her fire on the bridge. Lesson learned. It sets me back and makes me rather pissed off that i am covering for her lack of responsibilities here.
2. Ladybug has not mentioned friendship since the days of the bomb. I realize that I am setting the ground work for a bail out one way friendship here by my actions with the lunch after funeral and wedding. I do not want to become two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl.
3. Sometimes I actually think she set up this issue to contact me and see if I am still kicking. I was a sucker for the tears. Lesson learned.
4. No future friendship. I was her husband. I will be nothing more/less than that. It would not be fair on myself to continue such a toxic relationship.
Thank you my friend
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
