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[gutwrenching]

Weekend update: Wall was rebuilding on Saturday but not at all on Sunday. Hopefully less bricks went back up than had come down over the past week.

Met with relator to talk about getting house on market for upcoming move this summer. We are going to lose money, hopefully not a ton, but I don't see us breaking even.

W and I discussing getting away for a couple of days or not over kids Spring Break. I want too...becaues it is "doing what works" and getting away works. W doesn't cause she thinks we have too much to do to get the house ready to sell. So I'm tyring to find a solution that we can agree too...

Also a slight argument Fri as W changed password to iphone account. She claims, as she always has, she wants/needs to do something financial/bills on her own after relying on me 100% for 14+ years. She agreed to show me the details/usage whenever I request it. Thinking about setting up a schdule, either formally or informally.

Final thing is it really appears to me the fog is lifting. My biggest basis for this is her interaction with the kids. She is being a good mother again, and it has been that way for about 2 solid weeks now. When she is home, she is "there" vice where it seemed she "was not with us" prior to that. Her wall is still up strong and I have recently posted the I have no feelings for you...but the fog seems to be about gone.

I have a great PMA going today. Just in good mood. Got lots of sleep this weekend, I had a great workout this morning...just very upbeat today