6months pregnant & husband involved in PA

[newmama]

he gets to move on and have what seems to be it all - his girlfriend, and his child.

well it sucks but it isn't about what "HE gets." It's about what our S gets- a mom and a dad, even though it isn't ideal. 2 parents are better than one. Even if Wh had died (which would have been 100% easier), I would remarry so that S would have a father.

Now I know what you mean about being an incubator. My WH told me "I'm ready...let's start a family!" and I got pregnant right away. I realize in your case it involved more intervention, but both of our spouses WANTED this.

It is just hard, Piano. There is nothing nice to say about it. If it weren't for the baby, you could just walk away and never see him again. Same here. So it is hard hard hard.

Now are you sure you want to move out of your parents to "be strong" or is subconsciously to be on your own so your WH will feel bad for you? Sorry for the harsh question. I guess you could always try to live alone andthen move back to your parents. But I just don't understand why you want to hobble around, do everything for yourself when you can barely get up and are exhausted, when someone could kindly bring you a glass of water or cook you a meal or go to the store and get you something.