My Story...grass is greener (pt 2)

[flowmom]

If you are serious about having access to your child, you will stop wasting your time with blackmail/revenge fantasies. You will make yourself project #1 and you will find a really good IC and go at least once a week. I would also suggest supplementing with some kind of AA meeting once or twice a week (maybe codependent or whatever applies) -- because you need to be in a group situation where people are calling you on your stuff. You will go to a Dr. and take whatever meds you need.

You are consumed by the idea of your W "taking away" your D, but you dug your own grave. The only way to dig out is to start following the advice that you've been given in this thread.