Wife lost her love for me - my story

[TomLost Love]

We ended up getting take out so I had dinner with her and my son back at the house. It was fine. I ended up watching TV with her for awhile before she went out with friends. If I keep busy - I am fine. If nothing to do - I am thinking too much about my sitch - so it really comes down to keeping myself busy -which of course is in the DB strategy. I ended up sitting around all day yesterday - and that just is an emotional killer for me. I have to work on getting things to do with my life now that I am out of the house. Easier said than done. I am much better during the week when I am at work and its so busy here that I have no time to think about W. Its that time alone at home/apartment that eats away at me. Anyway - it hurts but I just keep telling myself to make it to tomorrow - and then again until the next day. I know I need some time to elapse to adjust to all this. Doing ok I guess right now. How are you doing?