Soaring Solo 2010

[Gardener]

Journaling,


That's all: just

[whiskey.tango]

Journaling,


That's all: just

Why, why, why?

[Gardener]

Hi, whiskey,

Why, why, why?

Well, this for starters:

p.s. posting this now (5:12 a.m.) because I just had one of these:

Some nights are sleepless.. fretting about the lack of money, will the house sell, how low will I go.

I'm going to try to get a couple of hours sleep. Thanks for asking, Whiskey. Hope you're doing well. I'll try to catch up later.

[whiskey.tango]

I get it. The things that squirrel in your head - can't change them but can't turn them off.

It does get better. A lot better. Getting some sleep now will improve things remarkably....

WT

[givingitmyall]

G,

I understand friend. And I have the same concerns/thoughts.

Try not to feed the snakes on the brain. Have faith. You know He isn't going to give you more than you can handle.

[Awoken]

(((Gardener)))

Sorry you had a rough night. We've all been there. I go walking when my mind won't shut up. I used to play piano at these times, but I find it brings tears to easily.

I've been keeping in mind something that I've heard GIMA say: "emotion follows thought"

Take this:

[givingitmyall]

(((Gardener)))

Sorry you had a rough night. We've all been there. I go walking when my mind won't shut up. I used to play piano at these times, but I find it brings tears to easily.

I've been keeping in mind something that I've heard GIMA say: "emotion follows thought"

Take this:

And to give credit where it's due, I learned that from Coach.

[Gardener]

whiskey, gima and Awoken,

"Squirrels And Snakes And Wolves (at the door)! Oh, My!"

And I'm usually pretty good at keepin' those critters outta my head or on a short leash. But when critters prevent sleep and sleep deprivation fuels critters, well, Perpetual Motion results, as we all know.

Tried but couldn't sleep after whiskey dropped by. Gypsy called a while later. After a couple of rounds of Gypsy talking sense/Gardener pi$$ing and moaning, she finally had had enough and sent me to my gym! An hour and a half or so at the gym did me good.

While there, I was thinking that yesterday/today makes it four all-nighters I've pulled in the last couple of weeks. Forty-hour "days" of waking up at about 6:00 a.m. and not even getting back into my bed until 10:00 or 11:00 the following night. Yep, last couple of weeks as I went over it in my mind at the gym.

And tomorrow would be - well, tomorrow will be two weeks since the Big D on Tuesday, the 9th. Hmmm....

My thread name - like me - is a still a work-in-progress: It's 2010. I'm Solo. I'm just not Soaring, yet.
Thanks, guys. Thank you, G-Woman.

[Buffet]

Hey G sorry to hear about the rough nights sleep, I have thought about that some as well. I often sit in bed and wonder alot about the future or whatnot. No great advice other than I sympathize with you.

Hang in there and get some rest, otherwise you will not be sharp enough to hit me over the head in my thread!

[SpyBunny]

I sympathize too. I found that a few rounds of computer solitaire at 3am is great way to help shut the mind off...

I hope tonight is better for you-
Hugs, Bunny