Ring On or Ring Off????

[ddstartingover]

I try not to dwell on his anger. I know/have learned that I can't make any sense of it.

He came to get D16 yesterday to pitch. Shoveled the part of my driveway that the snow plow couldn't do (7 more inches of snow). Was friendly. Later he texted to ask if I needed anything from the store since he was out and would be bringing the kids to me later. He knows I don't drive in the snow if I don't have to. I answered that I didn't need anything. When he came back with the kids, he let them out in the driveway and left. I think the first time he didn't walk them in. I'm trying not to dwell on that too. Hoping to write it here and let it go. This is not the relationship we should have. I know I will never understand.

A friend of mine recently told me that she talked to my H who was on his way to get D13 from her house and asked if he would stop at the store and get something for her on his way. He was quick to agree to do it. She said "he does have some good left in him." It bothered me because I know he has "good" left in him. The person that he WAS, was very good. He is still that person, he is still very kind to others, and has occasionally done nice things for me, but this is the man that promised me forever but recently told me what he has done/is doing is "right in his mind."

Don't know when I will head to work today. Will have to wait to get a report on the road conditions. It's a snow day, so kids get to sleep in-----and not much going on at work (since there's no school), but I am supposed to be there, if I can get there.