6months pregnant & husband involved in PA

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hi newmama.. you are very strong. i don't know how you can stand seeing him so much, and reliving the hurt every time. he gets to move on and have what seems to be it all - his girlfriend, and his child.
what's hard is feeling like I was once the centre of his life and now I feel a little like an incubator for his child. he desires the child, but has obliterated me. obliterated might be too strong a word, but you see what i mean. it's awful to feel replaceable by someone you considered your soul-mate for 1 1/2 decades.
i guess you are right about not doing it alone and staying with my folks, but i think i need to show i am getting on with it and strong by the same token.
i had a phone call for the first time with him last night - he would like to come to the neo/post natal psychiatrist with me this thursday to talk about co-parenting, and i guess, 'we' will come up in conversation. i am quite nervous...