Today being Sunday we went for lunch with the kids. It was good. When at home I said amazing where we were a week ago. I told her that we are not out of the woods yet. Her response to me was I wish I felt different. I said I wish too. I told her that she is the only person to be able to change her thoughts. I said only you can work on changing you.
I guess my problem is that I don't think I am DBing properly. I am not totally detaching. I just don't know what I should be doing. I feel I make headway but I know that I pursue. Damn it's so hard. W always make sure to throw a dagger to my hopes. It's so frustrating.
M 43 W 43 S15 S 12 D 10 ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009) Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010. Sep as of 07/14/2010 W moving out 07/31/2010 No OM confirmed ( yet)
