for what it's worth during seperation (and mind you durning seperation we were fully seperated, shift changers in child care is about all) though he denied being physical with her, he did admit to wanting to.
she also denied, even when he left her (or rather decided not to persue being with her) ever being physical with her. That was after making the statement "You are stronger than I am, it's one think to repair a m after an a, but to know that your h is in love with someone else" But then I also know that most ow will never admit to it anyway and she did lie to me at least once so who the heck knows. suppose it doesn't really matter but the question of whether or not he's keeping a truth from me is keeping part of me at bay. don't want to believe a lie and don't want to not believe the truth.
had a "fight" with him last night surrounding the whole sex issue again. I don't like to fight about it and try not to, I just can't deal with the "that's just me" attitude and the cutting looks I get when I try to explain how his just being him effects me, then I get from him the "no matter what I do your just never happy" ugh!!!
