Your right crush and you are great inspiration. I've only heard, "I'm sorry I've hurt you." I'm not gonna hold my breath for her to say, "I'm sorry I did that." I just pray there'll be a day when she looks back and regrets it or hopefully a day (maybe even an extended period of time) when Karma leaves a burning bag of dog poop on her door step.
I've never seen OM before but I just keep getting this replay in my head of her doing it with another guy. It makes me sick. I'm torchering myself. There's a part of me that hoped she would be "good" enough not to let it go that far - how naïve of me.
Your right, acceptance, moving on, and improving myself are the key.
Me-32 W-29 No kids ILYBNILWY 11.20.09 Separated 01.10.10 Discovered EA 01.13.10 W admitted to PA 02.21.10 I filed for D 03.09.10