DU - You WILL deal with the FEAR. I know you can. I know you can. Right now you are going thur a host of emotions that will pass. You need to be strong not for him but for YOU. Look me up on FB (alt) and we can speak. I am here for you and so are a lot of people. I'm still new at this but I understand what you feel. You can do this DU. You can. Summon the strength that i know is in you.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans