I will reply to your separated post here. I hope you did not show him this emotion. If you did then his MLC radar can sense that if he tells you the D word that he can control you that way.
I'm sorry that this is what happened today but you need to pull yourself together. It is not surprising that he is acting this way. You need to not fear the D, or at least act like you don't fear it. Can you get out and do something for YOU! Take your focus off your H.
