HDWife trying for happier life

[HDwife]

ps: I don't even want to be a good mother right now. when getting ready to go boating this am, my husband asked me nicely to feed our son. I immediately was filled with venom thinking, "who takes care of me, ever"? This of course, after yesterday, my husband promised to tidy the house as he invited a friend and his daughter over. Instead he went out shopping for fishing license and got our son a bow and arrow and I had to clean after playing mommy out & about all day. I don't want presents (we are incomeless at the moment), but I am feeling so starved for something even beyond sex (but sex is still at the core of it all).