Back here, for the second time... #69

[AliSuddenly]

Hey K, yes I remember how reluctant you were last September when he said he wanted to try again! I remember texting you every day from the beach hoping you would hear him out at least.

I know you cant do it on your own, I just think you retreated behind a wall and its still there isnt it. I saw you posted recently something about the more he isnt intimate with you, the more you continue to "hold back". So I was just asking how your communcation was, do you let him know in real time, at the moment how you feel, instead of just silently brooding, or storing up another disappointment, even if thats not obvious. At least you can come here and let it out. So.. I was curious, what exactly did you say to him when he told you you had to work on your birthday ??

I might be going on holiday for mine for that week... bf suggested Greece!

xxx