Going to have to see H again today. Since SIL is in town he wanted to get some more extra time with DS so SIL can see him more before she goes back home.
This is so flipping hard. I want desperately to ask him what is going to happen in three months when his lease is up. Is he moving alone, or with OW and her kid? I want to ask if he truly wants the divorce, or if he's still undecided. I want to plead my case that I think we can make it, we can piece our marriage back together. I want to tell him that despite all he's done to hurt me, I still love him. But I know that all those talks I want to have go against DB principles so I'm biting my tongue and praying my heart out.
New thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2112303
