Good morning my friends... Haven' been on lately, Dealing with Sickness and just too many things going on.
If any of you can explain something to me.... The other night I got invited to go to this"reunion meeting" of my class. It was only about 8 of us. I invited H because we never get out and thought it would be nice. There was only one other husband there.
Anyways, He acted like a complete idiot. Saying things that were inappropriate with sexual conitation.. and then was "jokingly" giving out his cell phone number to one of my friends there, whom really isn't a friend, I actually don't like her.. but I just couldn't understand it. I tried to ignore it , but I was steaming mad.
One of the people from my class he actually dated and had sex with.. but this was ya know 21 years ago, but he had no problem with talking to her about 30 minutes, Im generally not a jealous person, but considering all the crap he has put me through and that she was an ex of his, I wasn't too comfortable with the whole thing.
Is this an act of insecurity by acting like that???? I could have dumped him on the spot I was so annoyed and embarassed by his actions and what he was saying.
I don't know how the hell I got here.. I don't, what the hell was i thinking 20 years ago ... I know this is my own doing and I have no one else to blame.. but ya know, my tolerance of this behavior is getting less and less as I get older.
God help me, He just doesn't think he's done anything wrong.. Here I am freaking out b/c one of my EX's sent me an email and I showed H.. and here he is flirting and giving out his number right in front of me... Him of course thinking it was funny the whole time!!
Please someone explain this to me???
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
