Thank you my very dear dear friends, yep Im scared silly but no way on earth am I gonna screw up what we have now. I do think H is appreciative of me keeping a lid on things, and I do think the frustration of him spending the money elsewhere has gone some what more of a worry about no roof over our head. Its rattling my embarrassment 180 if Im honest and is taking a will of iron to keep under wraps, gosh if anyone had told me I could be this strong a year ago I wouldnt have believed it.
Im off to work for three days tomorrow and H is off with his hobby and I have a very dear friend visiting for the day on Thursday, she needs a cuddle and a pick me up, so I am taking her to play with madam which she will love, her littlun is ten months old and money is too tight to play ponies and she is hankering after some GAL bless her so it will be good to aid another mum in her GAL'ing. And no doubt what goes around will come around lol!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
