Bunny, I think you're reacting in a normal way. You do have a new life and you just need to give yourself time to adjust.
And as far as dating again, some of us just seem to attract people who know how to prey on our weaknesses. I have also blocked a lot of guys from my profile too and am amazed at what they think works on women. Ick!
The one guy who I do talk with seems nice, but since my divorce, I still don't really trust my own judgement yet. So I am taking things very slowly.
Maybe you should give yourself a break and become comfortable just being on your own for awhile.
