not much to update on. just trying to get house ready for birth of kido, clean and such since i will be down for a few weeks.
still trying to get my work stuff done, really busy and starting to freak out.
dreams last night are anxiety driven over birth and afterwards.
update with h. eh same old stuff going on.
coined a new name for h. drive by daddy, he wants to see kids when he wants to usally for a really short period of time and infrequent, about 1 or twice a month.
i will not let his inconsistency, lack of routine and ability to committ and follow thru with a visitation schedule hurt my lil girl. same boundaries i had for him in nov, same ones he ignores end of feb.
he seems to be under the impression if he goes to court he's going to get his way. not even when the dude has no car seat, bed for himself or d2.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
