It was a mellow day. I didn't get to see my movie because my daughter decided she wanted to go with friends so....my schedule changed a bit. I got to visit my mom which was nice.

I got to spend some quality time with my younger son. I have felt pretty empty inside these last couple days so spending time with my fam makes me feel safe.

I'm relaxing with my kids right now...we're all sitting here in the family room - I'm taking them to church in the morning. I've been feeling like I lost 22 yrs of my life but I look at them and think - how can they not be worth it?

Luv


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10