I so hear you crushed....every single word. I feel you too. I am left with no choice but to try (if I've got the the time left) to become the WAW. My H has disrespected me and my kids for far too long now. He comes home late every night. He's done so many things there are too many to list.
I think you are in a good place. A good place of detachment which you need to survive the next emotional wave.
Keep writing because I'm listening.....and learning.
Luv
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10