For whatever reason, I'm handling today's stress pretty well.

stbxw is out for the day and sleeping somewhere else tonight. I presume it's OM. I get to spend the day and night with my kids.

It's sad letting go this way. In some weird way, I'm missing that part of me that was so attached to W. This can't be very good DB'ing.

I read several old threads this afternoon, before making this post. In particular I read all 32 pages of Serenity's first thread. Somewhere in there, Puppy said something like "you'll know your done when you reach disgust". I do feel disgusted with W and her selfish choices. I'm wondering now if I'm done with this.

Good thing I don't have to make any choices right now. I can wait, and pray for clarity.


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