the word is out

[courageous wife]

Hi LR! Good to hear from you! I wouldn't say I was chipper but the serentiy prayer is helping and it is true! There is not a dang thing I can do about this. I never thought of myself as a controlling person but I must have some issues! I was thinking that tomorrow if H comes, I have a pile of mail for him and a couple of bills that he needs to pay since he didn't leave enough money for them and I was thinking that I would normally say to him, "you might want to pay those asap as they are already a month overdue" which would be a controlling statement. Instead I will just give them to him. They are his hot rod and motorcycle payments so I could care less if they get paid or not! Won't affect me!

His sis is here and wanted to see some of the family photo albums. She wants to take them to make some copies. Anyway, found a birthday card that H gave me, not sure if it was last years or a couple of years ago. It made me cry and I was doing so good...

Being married to you is the best thing in my world
I know you will always be by my side
I know you will be there to enjoy life with me, take care of me and to love me completely without question.

Life and Marraige aren't always easy but in my heart I know that marrying you was the most wonderful thing I ever did.
I love you-H

Whatever....so...gotta quit looking at stuff like that!

Yeah LR..unfortunately, right now, the only person H has is OW. He has shut everyone else out.