"magic" never there.

[gr8 day 2B alive]

After I started this post I had a talk with my W. She wanted to draw up a post marital agreement and we tlak about the R.
Some good some bad. She has mentioned a few time that I have a problem with sex. She felt it was her and tried to change things about her to make me more attracted to her.

I know she has done things to push me away but that night after our talk I was reading through some stitches and it dawned on me. The light bulb went on in my head!

My problem is that I have an anxiety disorder.

I can look back now and see how this was the root that led to many problems. It caused me to drink and then that led to more problems. W says I couldn't have sex without having a drink.

I can now see why she is frustrated with the situation.

I made an appointment to address my problem and can only hope she can find a way to give me another chance.

Now that I know the problem I can start to work on it.