I am sorry about your dad addie. Thanks for understanding.
John, I am venting, I am thinking out loud here. I dont talk about my "M" with my friends anymore. They feel they have to advise me something and I know they cant. I am not always, every minute questioning my choices, I do often, but not always.
Btw, if I thought my expectations were too high or even just high, I would reconsider. I dont believe so. K
