Yep mines done a runner, Im really struggling to keep my worries under control today, thankfully H is out so its only me struggling on my own..

There are several very formal letters on the cabinet Im stuck between opening them and making myself miserable or not opening them and worrying about whats in them..

Just been doing some house chores, cant go and see madam as cant ride no one to go out with and cant use the school, and just for a cuddle is a waste of petrol(gas).. Will go see her tomorrow for a ride and back to work for a few days on Monday so my brain will be kept occupied. I cant do anymore I have a job and am doing some overtime in my holiday but just wish H not getting a job would stop making me feel so sick to the stomach.. I know I need to detach but losing the house will affect me too.

Just ignore me girls/boys I need to rant and put my feelings some where as I sure cant tell H how I feel atm. Would be like rubbing salt in his wound poor love.

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W 47
H 47
M 24
T 30

Once lost but now found and happily married again!