Checking in - doing ok. Still missing my W inside - notice that I seem to waffle between Anger (I always seem to feel stronger and motivated and confident) and being "Sad" (when I miss W and I guess feel like dirt...). When feeling that sadness months ago - I would've spent the night crying so maybe rollercoaster is flattening out a bit - I hope so - it really is a killer to feel this pain inside. I am finding ANYTHING to do to keep busy and keep my mind off of LS and W - its hard like you've all said. Will have dinner with my older daughter tonight - looking forward to that. Otherwise - will look to keep busy today cleaning - running errands - etc. Later........
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010
