What if this doesn't work? What if I don't really care if my H comes back to me as long as he keeps paying the bills? What if I am only willing to put up with this and keep trying until I have the means to leave him?
My FIL used to say, "IF we had fish in our butts, we wouldn't need rivers." I think the point is, don't "what if" b/c it is pointless. Worry will attract more worry. For the thoughts, find distractions. The kids can be distracting! Try to get them to pick up toys! Ha ha. I try to do the one day at a time thing. I am struggling this week with the thoughts. I get so agitated and irritable. The me thing has me the opposite way. With his leaving, I have another hat: Dad. Another slice of me dedicated to others. Arggh.
How's moms club? Does it seem like a good one?
"If you strike me down, I will become more powerful than you can possibly imagine!" 1st thread
