Not sure which way to go anymore

[Mystik]

I think part of what's so hard about this situation is having to let go of so many dreams. Dreams I had for the house we owned. Dreams I had for a second child together. Dreams I had of one day building our forever house together. All those dreams are gone now, and it's hard for me to come to grips with that. I want it to be the way it was before where I had my dreams for the future all nice and neatly lined up with goals of how to attain those dreams. Now... Now I have empty dreams for the house we no longer own, for the second child I will most likely never see, for the forever house that will never be built. And I'm not sure how to let those dreams go and create new ones. Because my whole world still centers around my husband, even though his world is no longer centered around me and our son.