I think I'd rather be dead than this- WAW

[Quart9]

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Who says you have to rush things after filing? The filing is for your protection... it doesn't mean the end of the marriage.... which by the way is already dead. i.e. The marriage you knew and the W you knew NO LONGER EXIST. The sooner you let that fact register in your head the better. This does NOT mean however that that two of your will never reconcile and start a new relationship. THAT IS THE DIFFERENCE.

"I see," said the blind man...

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So far she has been throwing the threat of D in your face to keep you at bay. She knows that she wants to explore opportunities with OM while you hang around on the sidelines as option B. There may be other reasons for keeping you hanging on...

Sometimes I don't even feel like I'm option B to her, and I feel like I'm better/deserve more than being someone's option B.

Your right talking hasn't done jack sh!t. My thought was I would check the vibe I got from her to evaluate my initiation of the D, but at this point I'm questioning if i even owe her that much.

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She will threaten you and promise to personally escort you to hell...

Personally escort me to hell- haha! That is classic dude!

I can handle 48 hours of going dark after she gets served and I'm beginning to get so tired of obsessing about this that 4 weeks sounds good too. BUSY, BUSY is what I have need to be recently with school, but I have had my head stuck up this sitch's a$$ so far that I have neglected doing a lot my homework. I'm screwing up a great opportunity here for a person that doesn't seem to give two sh!t's about me really.

Thank you Gnosis, Sandi2, Puppy Dog, Mr Bond, GH31, and everyone else here for your imput and assistance. You have all been a great help to me and my soap opera.