I am not a victim here. I guess my point was that I need to detach and move on and not fall into the trap of thinking that anything that I do can change my W. The only thing I can do is continue to work on me. In terms of forgivness - this has been hard for me but at the same token has identified that areas of my life that need to change. Not for her - she is gone but for me.
Ah...the fear question.. Why am I so worried about loosing my W? Why am I so afraid that when I look in the mirror I may not like what or who I have become? What will my life be like after all of this? Will I have enough money to support myself? Can I make it? Who is Eric? Yes I can say that I am strong but am I really? These are the questions that I struggle with.
Sorry I felt the need to share a little of myself with everyone.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
