OTMT... perhaps you will consider that PH *did* save her R, has been able to accomplish something that you have not yet been able to (piecing back a R), has a full year more than you posting on this site and a much higher post volume. That doesn't make one poster "better" but experience is our best teacher. It seems PH has some experience we ALL can draw on, right?
You said yourself you have control and anger issues. It is very good you recognize that and have plans to address both the control and anger. Maybe how you interact with the other posters would be a good place to start.
Nobody is trying to attack you. As I said... this isn't about "more right" it's about experience.
