I want to go back to one of the first things I wrote to you and that is about walking away without saying a word. I think I am going to harp you on it from now on. Once they start going over seas to see a piece of crap, its time to dump them.
This feels right to me. All this talk about making trouble for her won't accomplish a thing. The fact is she left me, she moved out over a year ago, and she's living her life. Last year I thought maybe, just maybe, we could pull it back together, but she was too wrapped up into OM, and I won't be second choice. You were right to criticize me for the e-mail I sent back in November. There was no point to it. I should have just walked away without saying a word. All that e-mail did was more damage. Maybe I needed to drive her away to help me detach, so perhaps it wasn't all bad.
I am finally detaching from her for real. I can tell because I'm not expending any energy to do it. Last year when I was trying to detach it was an enormous effort for me, like holding back the tide. Now I'm just living my life and she's not in it.
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you hear about the gordon lightfoot death hoax? crazy. I heard sundown at least 4 times on the radio today. lol.
No, I hadn't heard that, but I don't listen to much radio. So funny you bring up Gordon Lightfoot though. Everyone compares my voice to his, both in tone and style. I grew up in the upper midwest near the Canadian border so I guess I picked it up. If I wanted to take the time to learn his hits, I could probably bill myself as a Gordon Lightfoot tribute guy. I might at least learn Sundown to add to my set list!
So much more fun talking about music than separation, affairs, and divorce.
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So tell us about your groupie? please no hairy armpits.
LOL! She's cool, I talked with her quite a bit after I played. She was wicked impressed. She's considerably younger than me, but not too young, very fun, and very good looking. Haven't seen her armpits yet! We arranged to all go out again this weekend, as a group.
