Good luck with this. It won't be easy, but it seems like time for you to do this. I'm trying this somewhat now. I don't want to be trying it a year from now!
D-Money - when you get a chance please check out my thread. I'm gonna read thru yours.. I'd love your take on my sitch. Our mutual friend Mach1 suggested I reach out.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans