Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

Lost - I feel so stupid. Ugh, I know better. Don't know why I handled so many aspects so poorly. The picking at the bad mood, I haven't done that in so long, what the heck happened to me.

I actually didn't panic about her moving out. I just wanted to know to be prepared because it would make my life tougher with the girls, but nothing I couldn't handle. I did wonder if she was dropping a hint, so I wanted to know to better prepare ME. Might not have come across that way, but that is what was going thru my brain.