Is forgiveness impossible?

[gr8 day 2B alive]

I was trying the little things to show her I am changing.

Some Things I thought she might notice.

1.When she was sick I made her home made chcken noodle soup so she could feel better.

2. When she was sick she asked if she could drop the kids off early so she could get rest. I offered to pick up the kids so she would have to go out in the cold.

3. I am going to counseling by and for myself.

There are others too.

As for "why I should be forgiven" - maybe used the wrong word here.

She still has her Wall up against me and is having trouble letting me back in her life.

Obviously we do not date yet, But I would like to get there soon.

I guess I;ll know when the time is right to ask her.
Right now doesn't seem to be a good idea.

She has issues she needs to work onas do I. I guess once we have gone to IC for some time we could start talking about it.

I will not give up, She may defeat me, but I will never give up!