God I almost fit in here too...I'm starting to think back (reading a diary of 1994) that H has been this way all along. We've had the same issues about me trusting him. Why did I put myself through 20 years of that? What is wrong with me?

shaking my head...


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10