What kills me is her friend said they are afraid I will hurt him. Telling me he has his own problems with his divorce and new baby. WTF why in the hell does he get sympathy from them. No body cares how i might be feeling.

I'm loosing it. Why should I even care. It's just so hard knowing that the person you love and loved you one month ago is a different person now and wants nothing to do with you.


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