H and I had a talk yesterday evening before he left. It was about money as his business is severely under threat of liquidation.
He was grey, drawn and looked very old. During the conversation he struggled to stop himself crying. I listened and validated what he was saying to me.
What I find so difficult is that the man I love is in absolute turmoil. Just checking that I have to keep DBing and there is nothing else I can do at this time to help him through his tunnel i.e for me to acknowledge that he is in a bad place at the moment?