I don't want to rush it, because I don't think it works that way, but I have to say I am damned tired of this.
Who wants to take bets on whether or not he will actually finalize today?
Most of me hopes he will, so I can grieve, accept, and get on with my life.
A small part hopes he will come to his senses. But it is small.
The realistic part of me figures he does not understand what it is like to live in limbo, so he really doesn't give a sheeeyit...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
