Hi LR-thanks for the hugs! Luckily, I am busy today with work and grandkids tonight and nieces birthday tomorrow so will help to keep my thoughts busy!
Unfortunately, H does not have access to email at this time. I sure hope he will in the future as I would think it'd be easier for communication during and after the D.
Am having some remorse right now at contacting OW's church. Haven't heard anything back yet and lol, I sure hope I emailed the right one!!!
The things I want to ask H-
Why divorce papers in the mail? Why couldn't you have talked with me and given me some kind of warning? We have been together for 17 years and I am not the one that caused issues in our M to deserve to be treated this way. I want to tell him that he lost any respect and credibility that I had left for him.
What is the hurry? Are you being pressured? (I simply can't imagine him jumping into another M right away, but a lot has happened that I didn't imagine)
What was with the kiss a couple of weeks ago? Were you testing to see if there was still any spark between us?
I want him to explain to me WHY he thinks his life will be so much better away from his family? He has not given me anything except "I don't knows" and I want to hear some reasons, hurtful or not. Truthful or not...I just want him to have to explain!
I want him to admit to the children that he loves someone else and that is why he is leaving. I have read conflicting things on this but I think they are old enough to know and they will figure it out here soon anyway when he starts bringing her around them. I want to throw up thinking about her being around my kids.
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
