Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

BJ, thanks again for stopping by..

I do feel I am struggling, but that is from my 'Nice Guy' issues, and I know it.

Flowmom alluded to guys not being 'self aware' enough to know what they bring to the table when approaching women. I thought about this, but believe in my case, I am far too self aware, and wind up focused on the negatives I bring with me when approaching women vs the positives. That is a 'Nice Guy' trait, and I am hoping that being aware of that will help me work through it..

I did sign up for some dating sites, and just as you to just see what is out there, and I have been amazed at the women that show up as single. I have reached out to a few, but no response so far, so wonder if they are truly out there, or if again my approach needs work.

Last night was a tough night for sleeping again, as I was dreaming of stbxw again. However, the last dream I had before alarm went off, I went off on my stbxw, screaming at her in anger for everything that has happened.

I actually felt good after waking up, like I had actually unloaded those anger feelings on her. That just points out I still have a lot of anger to work through, I accept that, and will work on it.