LOL!!! fb2, I have a big smile on my face... I can alwyas count on you to set me straight!!
No, I have enough excitement in my life. I just need some joy, joy is the right word.

H told me yesterday he will be away on my birthday(3/3). To a city here. One they had been together. The day he left, I was at my priest, May 2007, crying my eyes out and wishing it was all a nightmare.

I dont care at all. He cant take me out for lunch and dancing and so on. That's what I want for my birthday. To dress up, look good, go for dinner, dancing with friends... That's what I would like. We couldnt do that together. I would have to arrange my bday surprises. LOL !!! frown

He cant tell me he loves me and that I am his woman, someone he appreciates and is happy that he has in his life. He cant tell me anything I would like him to. He cant. It's ok. I will be getting a nice present I can later on sell on ebay...
Kalni


PS If life is short, WTH do I bother? The C really affected me last night.


Me&H:42
S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009