WAW has WA History... im scared!

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Hi Awoken

thanks for your answers. i know you are rigth, and i already tried to find out what is good for me. but you might be right, that i under it all, still is thinking that "we an make it"

i have read the book, and tried some of the things. but it all seems to backfire.

the only thing left right now, i think, is me getting mad og on top of things and start dictating her what to do. She has been doing that with me all the time.
She has made all the decissions in this so you are so right, i have to catch uo with her in no time.

i have tried to move furniture, cut my hair, dress nice and so on, everytime we meet. Im also is looking for an appartment, so i can move out of "our home" - and she knows that, but haven´t commntet on it.

when i read the book i think, oh i can do that - but when we meet, her reaction is so hard that i fall back into old patterns. And you are right. I want her back so much, and she knows.
and i don´t know what i can do to make her think differntly about me. or how i can change.

beeing nice and cheerleading didn´t work, so the only place i see someprogess was when i raised my voice and told her to stop belitteling me.

Again, thanks for haning in here with me- i also wondered why you were the only one to answer, but hope it hasn´t anything to do with my poor spelling in english...:)