[quote] I've been terrible at this. I'll go a couple of weeks, then we'll have to talk because of the kids and I'll lose my patience and force an R talk and allow her the satistaction of rejecting me again.
This is what I am afraid of going through. My W left the house today and has OM in her life that she says she is "falling for" I still love her deeply and want us to work things out. My problem is that I'm going to see her every day while we are separated because my two kids D7 and S2 are staying with me. I have no idea how I am going to not interact with her. I hope and pray I bite my tongue and not talk about the R or the OM but so far I fail.
I am however making the steps to GAL it up. I plan on getting my kids involved in any and every after school activity. I have started to work out again and my appetite is slowly coming back(lost 18 lbs in two and a half weeks.)
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
