wow. H just sent me a message that all he can see when he closes his eyes is his W and asked if he could call me when he got home from his work event. he did text me a few times while he was at the event, which is not something he would have done normally, especially at a work function.
it was his first session with this new IC yesterday, and she just thinks things shouldn't be too heavy between us while he's trying to figure out why he reacts to things the way he does and find some other answers for herself. i can respect that, but then, as my sister points out, doesn't that put things on HIS terms? i know i'm partly responsible for what happens from here forward, but if i want to work on and save our M, despite GAL and improving myself, doesn't that still put the ball in his court to decide if/when he wants to work on this?
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
