The tunnel of darkness

[kjensen]

Hi TF,
It blows my mind that he can't figure it out? Did he think we all just got over the hurt and betrayal of him leaving a second time?..I really think he believes we are all emotionally better off..mind boggling.

The commute isn't pretty. Its about 40 minutes on good days(no accidents or bad weather). Tommorrow should be fun since we're getting some icy snow right now. Really seems busy and nonstop at night lately with transporting kids to activities.

Having a hard time emotionally lately with all the change and stress. Feeling kind of down one minute and slightly hopeful(not for busting this divorce, just for some kind of happiness in my life, some peace) the next and back and forth.

I think there is an underlying sadness to get through, more grieving before I can move on.

Thanks for checking in!